in the next day or so. For some reason, the holiday went by WAY too fast this year, so I guess I'm just not tired of it yet. But, I know you all probably are. So, my promise to you is no more Christmas/holiday music as of tomorrow.
I'm assuming at this point I did not get the job I interviewed for, but truly I feel nothing but relief. I was so angst-ridden over it- the fact that Jake would have to change schools, and I was so worried about time management (w/ starting school, etc.). I'm just going to tell myself that all of this came through in the interview (but part of me still feels very rejected-LOL). I really do think on some level I may have sabotaged myself, and that is o.k. I remember blurting out that I was starting a masters program in January, so that I could teach, and I just though, "now why did I tell them that....they are looking for someone who can develop this outstanding program and run with it". But, whatever the reason I think it is for the best :)